November 30th, 2010

2 months later.

WOW! i havent updated in a very long time here. Ive been on cloud nine so long i forgot to come down and hit up my blog.

I absolutley cannot believe 2 months has passed since my baby was born. Next to meeting the love of my life and marrying the man of my dreams, this has been the most amazing 2 months i have ever expierienced in my life. 

There are truly no words to describe the pure JOY when looking into my baby’s eyes. Its almost like you’ve found what you didnt know youve been missing your entire life. I will go on to ATTEMPT to explain how i feel about this child.

The weight of him in my arms is like holding your whole hearts worth love thats been stored up so much, that it had to overflow outside your body. His weight and my love for him, are growing more each day, exponetially.

The sound of his oohs and ahhs are so soft and sweet its as if an angel has lent their voice, so that i might here what heaven sounds like.

His glowing blue eyes  light up when he sees sparkly decorations or colorful toys, they are incredibly blue and beautiful, God pulled them out of his “perfect items” box and placed them on his face. I prayed for his eyes when he was still in my womb, not only that he would have good eyesight, but that he might have an even better vision for his LIFE. I know God has answered my prayers because when i look in his eyes i can see that God has sewn every little detail into those little blue things.He is already looking around and focusing on the world around him.

I am so in love with this child and so grateful for him. I am so thankful to have a wonderful husband who cares for us and is so good to us. There is no greater blessing than a family. Everyday i appreciate life more because i have a purpose that is bigger than myself. I cant believe God chose me to be his wife, and also a mommy to this baby. I am a VERY lucky girl. <3<3<3