we are creeping up on Wednesday-i was due on Monday.

Oh yes,  ive pleaded with God and prayed nearly every night for a smooth labor and healthy baby. Leaving the whole pregnancy in his hands. Here we are 2 days passed due, frustrated, tired, bored, anxious, and going nearly insane. Every day is like big “?” and every night we are back to disappointment. 

Being off work the past week has felt like the biggest waste of time. Definately not a vacation. I just want the baby out so we can meet him and spend time with him and get back to a work routine so we can provide for him. Everyone says “you wont want to go back, you will need more time BLAH BLAH” but i feel much differently. i feel like anything that i do, weather its at home or in the salon, ultimately is for baby and for our family. Right now, i dont get to do either of those things so i feel useless. 

PLEASE PLEASE COME OUT ALREADY BABY!!!!!